Stressed but not doing anything about it

Yes, I have yet to add any news words into my 5k report and here I am, updating my blog.

Yes, I know I am fantastic at wasting my time doing ridiculously stupid things.

Yes, I have tons of reading to do even though I already have 30 references for my report.

Yes, I am stressed and worried that I cannot finish my report especially when my supervisor is
pressurizing me about it but being the avoider that I am, I tend to push these thoughts to the back of my mind.

Yes, I'm also worried because my experiments are not going the way I expected and I have to delay them when I should have finished them last week.

Yes, time is such an issue and I'm seriously considering taking leave from work to stay home and write my report.

Yes, I really wonder what my supervisor will think about that.

Yes, it's my friend's birthday today and I totally ignored it, stating the reason that I have to work on my report when I'm surfing the internet.

Yes, I feel guilty but I spend too much time having fun whenever I go over to their place.

Yes, I'm spending my money much to fast and I need to BUDGET!!!

Yes, I'm currently hooked on Darren Hayes - So Beautiful, which is literally, so beautiful...heh...

Yes, I wonder what this coming week has in hold for me.
...on one hand, I will be attending a practical in school taught by my other supervisor where I will stick out like a sore thumb and look like the kind of student who failed her subject, has to come in by herself for practical and work by herself. On the other, it's Mantou's birthday on Sunday and I'm looking forward to giving her her present and going out for a nice meal (note to self: BUDGET)

P.S. Happy Birthday to dear Nit!!!