I cannot believe I'm helping HER. I cannot believe I'm being nice and civil to HER. This is so ridiculous. I shouldn't even be talking to HER. I should be ignoring HER and pretending that I never received any of HER messages. Why am I so stupid? SHE uses all these terms of endearment with me and all I want to do when I hear them is slap HER hard in the face and then punch HER until SHE passes out. Violent I know. Yet I have no excuse, no reason to be nothing but nice to HER. After all SHE hasn't offended me directly. We haven't even have much contact with each other. But SHE pisses me off. I detest HER so much. Why am I such a sucker for being kind and helpful?