Monday, October 02, 2006

The Road Ahead is Troubled

I can see so many obstacles up ahead. It seems like I can't even complete my honours in peace.

The internet has been giving us so much problems. Calling the help desk is no help at all. I've been getting assistance from so many people and yet it can't be solved. The worst is when the internet appears to be fine, giving me a ray of hope, and then it comes crashing down. Wireless internet is extremely unstable. It comes and goes when it pleases and using the ethernet cable is no better. We can't be restarting the modem all the time. I'm at my wits' end. I've already tried every trick (that I know) in the book and if Mag can't fix it, I'm so dead. I have my final report due in 2 weeks' time.

Even though we had a nice steamboat party last night, I'm still troubled and worried. I want to do well for my honours and everyone can be nice and reassuring but it's not up to them to decide. I know for a fact that I already screwed up my last report which was worth 25%. There goes my first class honours. All I can hope for is a second upper class. Still, my report is going very slowly and I'm actually a little lost. Not too sure how to write the best report and present my results in the best way. It's all up to me now.

Dreams that are so vivid...I can still remember them weeks after I had them. I had another last night. This time I was actually crying in the dream. That has never happened so far and it's freaking me out. I don't believe that dreams are a depiction of something that has yet to come. But I do believe that some parts may be linked to your subconsciousness. Although I have not thought about EM in the last few weeks, maybe my subconscious self has not forgotten EM. I hate it when my dreams remind me about EM. All I want to do is to put EM out of my mind and get on with my life. How can I do this when I keep dreaming about EM?

I have a headache now. Too much troubleshooting with the internet and repeating the same steps over and over again just to reap the same result.

I have a headache now. Stay out of my head because I need some peace and quiet.

5 Comments:

At Wednesday, October 04, 2006 9:26:00 PM , Blogger Steph said...

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At Wednesday, October 04, 2006 9:32:00 PM , Blogger Steph said...

Accidentally deleted the comment..:s

Didn't know that IT was your dream! Go for it if you still feel so strongly about it!

and thanks for being such a darling in fixing the connection, although it's still giving us endless problems. Wish I could help...

 
At Wednesday, October 04, 2006 10:52:00 PM , Blogger Wei Wei said...

Hey no prob...I need to use it as well n someone has to do it...ehhh...do you know wat i mean by IT?

 
At Wednesday, October 04, 2006 10:54:00 PM , Blogger Wei Wei said...

Ok maybe IT is not a good way to express it...I shall change it to something else

 
At Thursday, October 05, 2006 4:52:00 PM , Blogger Steph said...

OOOHHHHHH!!

Lol;) EM make more sense to me now!
Assuming that we share the same understanding of EM.

 

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