So the 3-hour talk (there is a huge difference between a chat and a talk) we had was good. It wasn't what I was expecting but I'm glad we talked anyway. Having too much bottled up isn't good. There are some who talk to people easily and there are some who always find it tough to bring out their feelings. There should be an even balance of both although this balance is not always achieved.

There was a comment made about me; that I am assertive. Am I really? Hmm...maybe I am but no one's ever told me before. Anyway, I appreciate the honesty and thinking back, well, sometimes there were things I said or did which I do regret. I want to be more sensitive. I shall endeavour to think before I speak. I don't want to hurt someone unintentionally.

I think my blog's become real mopey recently. Too many depressing entries. When I read the posts it seems like I am one of those who whine and whine about life and all the unhappiness and unfairness they experience. I really should put in some positive thoughts but it's tough since I haven't been having the best time of my life these days.

Standing out on the balcony, the rain washed away my problems and put a smile on my face. I made a decision to myself. I want to forget the upsetting past and look forward to the future. Hence, I have deleted that part off my computer and even though I know how to access it without the link, at least the temptation won't be there anymore.