On Another Note...

I asked my supervisor if I could take some time off from work in July when my sister and Julie are here. She did say yes but also with the comment that honours students during her time never took time off although it was getting more common these days. Yes I know that this was a jibe at me but I refuse to react to it. I act blur and smile. What can I say? I'm selfish and I desperately want the time off. Who cares what she thinks of me? I guess, as long as I know I'm doing my work well and working hard, I have a clear conscience and I can sleep at night. Then again, I seldom have problems sleeping. Wahahahahaha!!! Yay I'm so looking forward to July.

Tonight we had fun. But there was a slight upsetting moment when Chris came up to me to tell me that N was angry that we didn't ask her along for dinner. Ok, maybe Chris would feel guilty about it but I didn't. I was angry myself that N would even think to blame this on us. After all, this dinner thing wasn't even my idea. It was almost an impromptu event which occurred after the rest finished their respective movies. Since they ended around 5 pm, they decided that we should meet after my work and go out for dinner. There were already 5 of us in the car so how was it possible that we invite another one? What's more, N would be a one-plus-one situation. It's impossible to squeeze 7 people in the car, not to mention that fact that it's illegal. Or were some of us expected to take a bus or train home from Fruit Grove just so that we could have dinner together? That was just illogical. For me, I would understand if someone didn't invite me for an outing with plausible reasons. It has happened to me before and I didn't make a scene out of it or make the party feel guilty about it. I refuse to feel sorry or guilty for my actions when I did nothing wrong.