Lost my Bday Pics
I just realised that I don't have any pictures from my 21st birthday. My friend deleted all the photos without sending them to me or anyone else. Sobs!!! I really wanted to keep the photos as mementos and send them over to my parents. After all, 21 is a special age and I cannot believe I don't have any photos to remember this birthday with. Now I know, if you want something, you've got to do it yourself. Others are unreliable and if you rely on yourself, you can blame yourself when it goes wrong. It's much better than blaming someone else. Somehow, guilt from another party does not make things alright. You can say that you forgive him/her but you know that deep down, you haven't or you can't. I happen to be the kind of person who forgets but doesn't forgive (at least not so easily), hence, I guess I'll be sore about this incident for some time. Just don't remind me about it please....I'm already upset as it is.
I feel healthy today. I swam 26 laps and got a little tan and I didn't have to share my lane with strangers. This is good, I'm slowly building up to my goal of 40 laps non-stop. I used to be able to do that about 2 years ago. Now my groin muscles ache and I was starving when I got out of the pool. My mealtimes have become so screwed up. I eat lunch at 2 plus 3 and I just finished my dinner a while ago. This comes from sleeping odd hours. Even though I have lessons at 8 am, I sleep at 2 or 3 am, wake up for lectures then come home and continue sleeping.
Mildred gave me some hamburger patties while I asked her over for sweet potato soup. Together with Steph, the 3 of us practically laughed the house down. Dagen stopped by for the soup too and he can vouch for how crazy we were. Imagine laughing hysterically over a meagre issue like sugar!!
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