Lately, I've been pondering. Just wondering about my life and whether I should keep living like this. Changes are happening rapidly around me and yet I feel like I'm at a stand-still. My friends seem to have an aim, a direction which they are pursuing. I feel like I'm making no progression. Perhaps there are plenty of things I wish to do, but I give myself excuses and procrastinate. Now I just want to stay away and think. To decide. And yes I am tired of it all. I'm just running round and round in the same spot. Just living a meaningless life. But I do not know how to change this. And this depresses me.